There was a time in my life that I was very politically active. I fought for my candidates and made my political views well known.  I was even the president of a local chapter of the Right to Life Committee.  I am not there anymore, much to the chagrin of those who are still politically active.  I have come to a simple conclusion.  If we are to effect real change in our nation, politics is not the venue. The hearts and minds of people are what we should be fighting for. There are those who would tell me we need to be fighting in all realms, political, temporal, spiritual, eternal. That we will fail if we do not fight all of these battles. That it is the only way we will beat the juggernaut. I will tell you to save your breath.  Who do we serve? Do we serve an impotent god or do we serve the Holy One of Israel, Jehovah who is capable of all things? Who is more powerful, the juggernaut of our government or Jehovah? If we as His children turn back to Him and forsake our selfish ways, is He not capable of restoring our nation? If He chooses not to then what have we lost?

What government we are under does not matter as long as we serve Him.  All things will work together for His glory.  So why do we struggle in the temporal world to right a ship that we have no power to right? It is like trying to pump out the ocean using a hand pump.  At some point we will be flooded out.  Only when we have turned our hearts back to the One who commands the ocean itself and put our faith in Him and submit to His will we will be restored.  This is a simple truth.  One that Israel learned over and over again. We are on the same path.

My friends I have a serious prayer request. One of my nieces has strayed from the faith of her parents.  She has engaged a group of friends and become part of their group, and through them has embraced Wicca.  She has moved out of her parent’s house and moved in with her latest “boyfriend”.  I give these details only so that those who will pray know what to pray for and is done with permission. Please pray for her parents to have the wisdom, patience, and love to deal with this.  I ask that you pray that my niece’s eyes are opened to the truth of her situation.

As a side note this is part of my crusade.  My niece is where she is because of the prevailing attitudes of our churches today.  Because my niece has minor autistic tendencies people in the church tended to ostracize her because they did not understand her.  Rather than loving her for who she is.  It is a crime in my eyes that those involved in the pagan practices Wicca are more loving and accepting of my niece’s differences than those that claim to follow Yeshua.


Some of you may protest, but mine have yours beat. Period end of discussion.

Father’s day started a day early as my eldest wanted to take me to see the new Hulk movie.  That was awesome.  A must see movie for those into that kind of thing.  I saw the first hulk movie and it was bad, the new one is light years ahead.

On Fathers day my children let me do the one thing I like to do most. REST.  I had to do nothing for the day.  I also got a lot of love and some cool gifts.  To continue on with the Hulk theme I got a new Hulk game for my Xbox so far it has been cool to play.  A couple of tee-shirts including one exclaiming to the world what my children thought of me, and some more reading material (way cool).  My lovely bride got me some more music and a way cool Sony MP3 player to play it on.(ok, I kind of knew about it as it is the same one that my wife got for Mothers day although mine is black and hers is pink.)

Anyway, my kids are way cool and I am a very blessed father to have them.

I was kind of sad to see Mr. Webb leave.  I have no animosity toward him and I am sure we could have had some interesting conversations.  He mentioned in his last comment that Jonah was a reluctant prophet what is funny is that Jonah and I are alike in that regard.  I am a very reluctant prophet.  I mean who wants to hear that G_d is pulling His hand of protection from our country.  That the church is loosing sight of its first and true love.  And talk about using the “foolish” to confound the “wise”.  Why call a man who has NO desire to go before people and tell them what they don’t want to hear?  Come on, I freeze up in family related social situations to the point other family members ask my wife if I don’t like them.  How well do you think I am going to do with complete strangers?

Mr. Webb indicated that it was his understanding that the prophets ended with Yeshua’s fulfillment of prophecy and that the apostles were a special group of believers with powers directly from Yeshua. Yet just a quick search in acts alone shows that the title of prophet did not end.  What has changed is our understanding of the job of the prophet.  It got rolled up into to office of pastor or preacher.  There are probably a number of reasons for this but I am not that adept in church history or adept in the understanding of how people think and reason to give an accurate accounting of why it happened.  What I do know is that there seems to be a stigma attached to being a called prophet, especially in evangelical circles. Yet even a simple study would show that the need for prophets never really ended.

   
   25 And he left for Tarsus to look for Saul;

   26 and when he had found him, he brought him to Antioch And for an entire year they met with the church and taught considerable numbers; and the disciples were first called Christians in Antioch.

   27 Now at this time some prophets came down from Jerusalem to Antioch.

   28 One of them named Agabus stood up and began to indicate by the Spirit that there would certainly be a great famine all over the world And this took place in the reign of Claudius.

   29 And in the proportion that any of the disciples had means, each of them determined to send a contribution for the relief of the brethren living in Judea.

   30 And this they did, sending it in charge of Barnabas and Saul to the elders.
Acts 11: 25 – 30

   30 So when they were sent away, they went down to Antioch; and having gathered the congregation together, they delivered the letter.

   31 When they had read it, they rejoiced because of its encouragement.

   32 Judas and Silas, also being prophets themselves, encouraged and strengthened the brethren with a lengthy message.

   33 After they had spent time there, they were sent away from the brethren in peace to those who had sent them out.
Acts 15: 30 – 33

Mr Webb,

I think it would behoove you to find out more about someone before you attempt to slam them in their own home. So lets start with just who I am and what my calling is.

To put it simply I am one of the redeemed. My life was bought with the shed blood of Yeshua and as such is not mine anymore. My life is to do as He wills ,and as such, Jehovah has called me to be one of many prophets called forth for this time. We are called to exhort our fellow brethren to a more righteous life in Him. To return to the love that we have forgotten in favor of social networking and a country club atmosphere. To realize that the great commission says to GO out into our communities showing His love to the world, not huddled inside our church buildings hoping that the lost and dying will bother to grace us with their presence so that we can show them our westernized, feminized, powerless god. I am called to point people back to our Redeemer, Yeshua the Messiah, The only begotten Son of of the Most High. To point them to His love nothing less nothing more. I am simply a guidepost He is the message.

This is not a calling I am comfortable with for it is not in my nature. I am an extreme introvert with some possible aspergers symptoms. I am not some kind of megalomaniac such as the self proclaimed “prophets” you mentioned, but I do take my calling VERY seriously. I have felt the weight of His presence and heard His voice. It is an experience I will never forget and one I wish others could understand. I use this blog in some regards as a sounding board to lay out my thoughts and in some ways just maybe some soul will take them and run with them. The very fact that I have been given this charge is humbling because I understand the gravity of my calling.

Lets address some of your comment.

First lets get something straight. I do believe you took something I said out of context.


This is what you quoted me as saying.

Our churches have lost sight of this simple principal. We have become believers looking for the quick fix to our own little problem. Looking to shake the great piggy bank in the sky and get our “due”. After all we are children of the Lord.”

Here is the quote in context.

So where does that leave us? What if you believe that the decline of our nation is ultimately part of His plan? I think the answer is there in the scriptures. Be faithful to what Jehovah has called you to do. I know that it sounds simplistic, but often truth is simple. If we are faithful then we can expect that great things will happen. Our churches have lost sight of this simple principal. We have become believers looking for the quick fix to our own little problem. Looking to shake the great piggy bank in the sky and get our “due”. After all we are children of the Lord. “

What was written was done quickly in a comment on another blog as such my grammar was not the best. After I said “Our churches have lost sight of this simple principal.” I had moved onto a new thought ending in some sarcasm. Please reread it in that light and you will see that I was deriding the tendency toward materialism that has crept into our local church bodies.

On the subject of the “church”, can you explain what you mean by the church? What defines what a church is? Your comments about the “universal church” are quite perplexing. If I was called for a time such as this what is the point of bringing up the past or the future. When Jehovah called His prophets in the past they were for that time. While some of what those prophets said were canonized and told prophecies, they were also called to exhort those in their time to be faithful. That is my calling. What about my calling could possibly impact the past and my impact upon the future will only be what He wills.

Then, does this mean that what we call churches today are sanctioned by God. If you believe the scriptures, specifically the Book of Acts of the Apostles, this is our only choice. Anyone that gives the impression that they are called by God to slam His Church and to tear it down anyway they can have enthroned and worship themselves. Christ told His disciples that they would be known by their love for Him and for each other. Criticism from the inside can be good, even wonderful, and can redirect it back to its roots and thus back to its Master. Criticism from the outside is especially dangerous to the one or ones doing the criticizing.

You must be humbled to a place of follow ship before you can be trusted with a place of leadership. Get yourself involved in a Bible Believing Church, and get involved in its theology, doctrine and history. Then and only then will you become a viable member of the Church.”

Oh my, how very astute of you. I read this and can not help but think of the number of outsiders from the religious orders of the day are in the Word. You do realize that the Pharisees and Sadducees were the accepted leaders of the “church” in the time of Yeshua and John. Each of them challenged the status quo. Please do not preach to me about the “dangers” of challenging our preconceived notions of what the church is. The scriptures teach that the church is Yeshua’s bride which consists of those whom have accepted His divine gift and made Him their Lord. There is no one way in which it is prescribed that believers are to meet and fellowship be it a mega church or a humble home congregation. What is important is that we learn and grow in Him. Something I have been doing for over 25 years regardless of my current church affiliation. I have been in the “humbling fellowship” as you call it for 23 of those years. Ten of them in a very controlling abusive setting. I learned quickly that if I wanted to continue in a ministry position I had to toe the line, not make waves, and most importantly not challenge the elders in the church. When I did I quickly found myself on the outside. Your comment on becoming a viable member of the church smacks of the same kind of mentality. I spent the last 3 years in the “wilderness” as Heidi said. I have been learning just what it means to be a prophet. It does not mean that I have not had fellowship with other believers, just that I am not currently a member of a specific “church body”. If you want to make that out to be some kind of apostasy, I challenge you to truly study the Word and open your eyes to see that our western idea of what the body is in fact a man made convention.


Heidi wrote an excelent post on being in this world but not of it.  I was quite disapointed when nobody commented on it other than myself.  I am going to post my reply in hopes that it will generate some discussion here.

 

I think that the question is deep and many layered. I think the most important is where we bring the fight, so to speak. Do we get involved in our governments such as Joseph, and Daniel, or do we remember that these men were put there because they were faithful in the small things. Each one of these men rose to the second highest position in their governments because Jehovah saw that they were faithful to Him and rewarded them accordingly, and most importantly because it was part of His overall plan.

So where does that leave us? What if you believe that the decline of our nation is ultimately part of His plan? I think the answer is there in the scriptures. Be faithful to what Jehovah has called you to do. I know that it sounds simplistic, but often truth is simple. If we are faithful then we can expect that great things will happen. Our churches have lost sight of this simple principal. We have become believers looking for the quick fix to our own little problem. Looking to shake the great piggy bank in the sky and get our “due”. After all we are children of the Lord. Solomon looked for wisdom and Jehovah greatly blessed him. I think that it is high time that we abandon pursuit of the trivial and start looking for ways we can be faithful to what each of us are called to do. The it will not matter what our nation is like, because at that point we will be used for His glory in spite of what level of corruption we have in our nation or where it is headed.

My friends.  Those of you who read here often know of my spirited debates with Digital Cowboy.  They have been like iron sharpening iron.  Well, a long time prayer has been answered for him and I think y’all should know about it.  Go here to read all about it.

Sometimes I wonder why it was that I was the one called. Birdie is the one with the keen insight into human nature. I feel at times like a bumbling idiot next to her. She said something yesterday that has taken some time to sink in (probably because I have the densest cranial skeletal structure known to man). What she said was profound in its simplicity. She said, "All of us make choices. In each and every action we make, we have made a choice." Now deep down in the subterranean depths of my brain I know this, but it seems that I have chosen to live in a world of reactions rather than actively choosing to do the right thing. In my density I never considered this to be making a "choice" until now. The problem with living this way is that it inevitably will lead you in the wrong direction. Someone will get hurt and it is usually those that you love that pay the price. This is where I find myself today. I have choices to make. Do I continue to be reactionary or to I pick myself up by the bootstraps, and make the active positive choices that will ultimately lead to a better future for our family.

Ironically, this dovetails with one of the themes of one of Birdie’s favorite movies. It is a children’s movie, called "Meet the Robinsons". Along with a theme on the importance of family, the main character had a motto "Keep moving forward". In this application it had to do with persevering through failure as success will eventually come. I can see the spiritual connection here as well and it came to me when I truly grasped Birdie’s words from yesterday. To keep moving forward is a choice to do so, actively. It is also a choice to move beyond the constraints of your past. A choice to not let what others think (real or perceived) to effect your choice to live for the only One who maters in the end. So the choice each of us has is to wallow in our own self pity (what I have done for years) or to make the choice as I have, to Keep Moving Forward.

Today is my lovely wife’s birthday. Please go and wish the greatest woman on earth a happy one.

Life keeps moving on.  It is kind of funny that way. Its unrelenting march forward makes the times you would wish it would stop unbearable.  That is the way I felt almost two years ago. Samuel’s death was like a body blow followed with and uppercut. Life moved on while I was on my knees. To this day I am not sure if I have actually truly grieved his death. You see the fact that life moved on meant I could not stop and let it pass me on by. I had children who needed me, a funeral to plan, and a job to go back to. I am not blaming them it was just reality.  I am now thinking I should have stopped anyway, because I think that life is starting to pass me by anyway.

After two years I am realizing that this is entirely unfair to my wife and kids because they have noticed long before I was willing to admit this to myself. It is also not fair concerning the ministry I am trying to start through this blog. So this post is sort of a confessional. I am also asking for something that I generally do not ask for. That is prayer for myself, that I can find the spark that I knew years ago, that I will find the peace I am looking for, and that I will quit making excuses to my self for not facing the reality of my son’s death.